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You know we were reading this chapter in e text book《说声对不起》 and lao shi was telling us how difficult it is to say sorry. i get where whe comes from, and to a certain point i agree. its when our pride gets into the way that we become the bad side of what we are. if i did something wrong, i would appologise. i mean, anyone would. hai... its so ... grrrr... that was so pluck a topic frm the sky and just type.

i'm not thinking properly. you know. i totally forgot that i had piano lesson today. like BLAR?!!! i know it is my fault, and ppl obviously think that it is so easy to remember everything we have to do nad such. its like u my tuition is supoused to be on fri.. but i've got something on, and had to change it to today.. cos the tuition teacher is paid the begining of the month, for like the months lessons, and if i miss it has to be in that week... so today after school i rushed like some crazy person to the tuition place. then its like thank god the teacher decided to let me off half an hour early, but really, my brain already took in so much new difficult knowledge that i'ld find it hard to forget about it in a jifty cos i really dont want to relearn the stupid long division and congreunt triangles rubbish that i suspect isnt even sec 2 work... ok that was besides the point. then its like i didnt even know how to get to the mrt station from the centre, because i;ve never done it before... but my mind was happy, so i just walked and walked and walked until i saw the mrt tracks... ok that was the good part. so i borded the train and took the train... so then half way home my mum called and was like Where are YOU>! yr piano TEAcher is ALREADY HERE. then i remembered with a jolt . GRRR ok. it was my mistake.. .but i really felt like telling her. chase the teacher away! close the door in her face and tell her never to come back again. but fact is, i just told her. ok i'll rush., i'll be back in abt 15 mins. i regretted it immediately. once i opened the door i rushed like siao and she was like can u hurry UP? ok i was so pissed by now that i didnt even talk to the teacher. she is so... if she doesnt want to teach, she should just quit, or maybe take only students who are musical pros.

ok. i'm not in the mood to do my hw. i;m in the mood to bnag my head against the piano and drown myself in the noise i hope to make.... yeah, which reminds me, today during english, we had a debate. i really think mothers should go and work. because like.. ok its not that i do not appreciate the sacrifice my mother has made, but well, it just has its really dire consequences.

well, i'm not in the mood to do anything................................................. k. so i shall go now and try to get some work done.

~~EXPLODE. just go away will you. stop bothering about what i have to and dont have to do