I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! DO YOU HAVE ANY IDEA HOW lOUSY YOU MAKE ME FEEL???? DO YOU HAVE IDEA HOW MUCH YOUR COMMENTS HURT ME? DO YOU HAVE ANY IDEA THAT I HAVE GOT MY OWN LIFE TOO??????
WHY???? errrrrr!!!!!!!!!!! why huh? i know that 15.5 upon 20 is not a good score... not that i am satisfied, why?!!! you think i dont want to get full marks??? you think i dont want to be 1st everytime? why??? why make me feel so lousy? why cause this anger?? why the frustration????
in school we had EP i could almost feel my blood boil... literarily. ok? i am not kidding.... i'ld rather do a one person or even two person project.... 6 ppl in a group is a MESS ok? it is horrible, we dont get anything done.... we agree with each other, i love my group mates, well most of them, but BE SERIOUS!!!!! we cant afford to stay back on any day to do this project, and you ppl know that right?!!!!! so why waste TIME???? why chooes to do other things when we are supoused to concentrate??? you ppl say i look fierce, you ppl got some problem.... and i am not fierce, because i am not!!! why u ppl so wierd one.....!!!! but , fact is, i cant stay back any other day to do this confounded project that makes me feel constipated!!!!!!!!
the i got home, and LOST IT i tell you... DO NOT push your luck too far.... it does not work.... and making me feel guilty and lousy is a very good way to get me... yeah i agree cos it makes me feel bad.... cos i feel guilty super easily... like even if someone says something, they may not be refering to me, but i feel guilty all the same!!! so you are playing at my weaknesses huh? i assure you, i'll do the same to you... you will regret it.... and embarassing me infront of that other person was a very good move too... i totally love you for it
ok?!!!!! and then, who is the person who said chocolate is an anti depressant?!!! goon... it makes me feel worse!!! and, it seems that i do not have much good things to say today... /////
!"£$£%^%^%£$!"%"%&*(&)^*£$%^!£"%!£$"%&^*&%^£$%"£$^"%&%!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AHHHHHHH
'It's like we're going on a train that's going 200 miles an hour. It'd be so nice to get off. To stand on the platform for just a minute.'
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