only you know.

perhaps it is true that the tide is about to turn. but i've got a really bad feeling about everything thats going on right now. its my problem i get it. but, why exactly do something that we absolutely do not enjoy doing? or maybe enjoy doing but well... find it difficult at the moment. i just did a self review, and i realised, that i am not mad. haha and that it is not just me. maybe if you'ld stop looking down on me and giving me wierd signals i can concentrate better. however, i was having a splitting head ache right after lessons ended until well, after dinner.. it was bad even after i took 2 panadols.. (sp?) yeah.. but then again, maybe the panadol helped cos abe 1 hr later it was better.. too long la.. haha anyway... if u do see this, and you know what i'm talking about, you know why. you know why. Dont jump to conclusions freak. ASSUME. ASS U ME. make an ass out of u and me. see, thats exactly what u did. and spoiled my mood too. but well, the headache was so bad. the cause of the problem is the cause of the initial 'i really dont care' attitude. SO. NOw. my final point is,: i'm not a quitter. if i belief i can do it i will do it. However, my best, though never enough, is all u'll get. so watch it man. if u take all my hw, projects, tuition hw, thition, i promise u, i will put in 100% of everything i have. but can it be done? haha.. that question can only be answered be you.