HELLO

i deleted the last post. cos i dont know what was the point in putting it there when i myself do not know what i'm refering to. (: haha.

today did 2.4... failed... ah ya. very tired after running(: yeah. you know, recently, i've been like.. no emotions when i hear really shocking bad stuff. like that day when mavis told me that they lost the camera, i was like "huh? where did you last put it? could anyone have taken it? relax. calm down. " i dont know. it was as if i couldnt feel the shock and the panic, i only went to look for it. i dont know. i think i'm wierd. then theres the other bad news which is private, i dont know how to feel anything until i know its the end or something... i dont know. i ,mean maybe its not a bad thing that i'm not panicking and rumbbling and stuffs.

oh yeah. monday we're exempted frm e net ball thing, and i can safely say that thats not exactly a bad thing.(: haha. but then concert is on the comming friday and saturday!!! ahh so fast! time flies i tell you. then the following week is SA1... oh yes. there was parent night yesterday. i tell you, more than half the talk was irrelevant to me, and the part that was relevant was like ... scarred the hell out of me. my mum was like.. see? you have to study hard now. very hard!! and see? you must get ...and then i was like. emotionless.. cos like what am i supoused to say?! and that teacher of mine told my mum that i didnt like science which is like a total lie ok? retarded. i dont love science or anything... its alright larrrrr... that teacher must have gotten a wrong impression about that and about me... ): anyway i really dont care what she thinks. i'm just gonna do my best and show her!