Sunday, June 1, 2008

suddenly the past fills me, and not the music.

i used to hate it i knew why. after a while, i started to like it. i started to enjoy. i started to let lose, and i forgot the hate. then suddenly, they did it again, and i remember why i hated it to begin with. now, this time, its different. i do not hate it. i just feel sad. i ask myself if it was my fault to begin with. did i do something? did i not do something? i guess this is like a see-saw. it goes up, then down.

maybe i dont like ice cream anymore. no. thats not true. i still like it. i do. this wont affect me
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