Tuesday, July 29, 2008

Its awful

it is awful
to be trusted
and to dissapoint

it is awful
to dissapoint
the one you respect and look up to

its awful
to feel awful
in something that i used to be good in

the numbers and lollipops are killing me

i can fix it... right?



it feels awful to be hated
by one you love

it is awful to be stared at
by the one you count on

it is awful to be placed last
by the one you place first

i cant fix it... right?
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