Hello! haha. life has taken its turn of events so smoothly. !!!! i'm still in shock frm e results. but i guess i asked for it. i wouldnt mind losing all the points, i wouldnt even mind getting kicked out from band if it ment that i would do well in the end of year exams. hai! what to do! if the rest of them can do it, SO CAN I! i will be able to do it if i start working hard now. But then, and i capable of it?! ah! i'm so pissed off with myself right now! i cant concentrate in my work, my revision, everything! every little flimsy punny thing!AHHHHHHHH
and then you came along and asked my why i was so hard working. hard working MY ASS! yeah. if i'm hard working then what are you!!???? hello. and when i took it, i did not know that there were conditions tied together wth it. ok? if i knew, i might not even have taken it, YEah. i hate being threatened. i can return it to you. no big deal. and well, if you think i owe you cos of the meals, then, forget it! i can eat on my own man! come on, face life. i dont owe you anything. i know that one day in the near future, i'll regret typing this. yeah. but now! all hell break lose. i dont care if you see this! right now, i am ready to slash anyone who comes in my way!
'It's like we're going on a train that's going 200 miles an hour. It'd be so nice to get off. To stand on the platform for just a minute.'
Tuesday, August 12, 2008
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