Why? is it that hard? or is it because you dont treat us as friends at all? like, you know that what you are doing is hurting those around you. why cant you just admit your mistake? why cant you just admit it? maybe then you will be forgiven. me? i'm trying to forget that it ever happened. but its difficult. do you know that what you are doing will cause a domino effect of problems? for your victims? maybe even their families? how many things do you intend to screw up? how many friends are you willing to throw away? to use, to hurt and throw away your friends. am i really that lousy a friend? i mean what? i wont do this to you? so? should i be glad that i'm not the only one you are doing this to? HELLO?! like why are you such s BL**** B*T*H?! i know this shouldnt be affecting me, i know. but to think that you are the one, the one that i trusted with everything, you made up this story and ruined my life. took away me sanity. you took away my sanity. do you even know how this has affected me? how this has made me mad? do you know? Why me? why you? why do you do this? to ppl who dont even do anything to you? ok. i tell myself, i forgive you. i really do. but that does not erase the thoughts, the hurt that you inflicted. i do forgive you. but i cant forget what you did. i admit. maybe its selfish. you may hate me for saying all this. but why dont you admit what you do? why lie? to those who may forgive you. doesnt it make you feel guilty at all?
forget it. this is not helping. i know i cant help it. i'm going crazy. i know i am. just well, just leave me alone for now.
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