101th post of terror.

today is the 101th time i'm coming into my blog and typing a post. this calls for a celebration. haha. ok. so today was filled with activities, both enjoyably and meaningful, but also both scary and full of tension. ok. so in the morning i woke up, practiced my clarinet. then had piano lesson. didnt dare to play the piano so suggested do 1 hr of theory. cant blame me. i really didnt have time to practice. then after piano, i rushed to get changed, took all my stuff and ran to the mrt stn where i took the train to sch. upon reaching sch, i was told that the auditions were freaking scary and the tempo was so fast that the ppl had to repeat again and again. then after much apprehension, it was my turn. but surprisingly, once you go in, time seemed to just fly. ok. so yupp. freaky freaky man. its like i couldnt follow the all. the ticktock was like maddening. ok. thats not the right word but well, something to that extent.terrible terrible. it was horrifying! (hopefully no one who isnt supoused to see this sees thismatronom at ) gosh. they looked like i offended them or something. face black, frown stuck,... sigh. probably they couldnt smile after hearing my playing. cos it was terrible. man. i totally agree... plus, i dont see how, but i was rushing... all the way. lol. man. then there was some off beat thing and some syncopation thing that i could understand but totally couldnt play. as in i knew how it should come out, but it just wouldnt come out the way i wanted it to. terrible. sigh. nevermind its over. running away from this matter wont help anyone. i should just learn from my mistakes and move on.

then i went to SGH wth Julyn... went to the kidney place. did some ripping of paper, then sended some files to different fooms then stampped lots and lots of paper. sigh. really fun but tireing. enriching... sigh. ok. i shall go now. its raining and it is sooooo stuffy that there is no air to breath. why oh why must it rain?...