i think i've said this phrase 'i dont know' a few times too many over the last few days. does it seem possible that just 2 weeks ago we were on holiday? it does not seem possible when we feel so into the school year already. yet, it is just the beginning. i know that i should not let things affect me. but sometimes things happen and... i'm different. i dont get over things. it may be because i think too much, or i live too much in the past, or maybe i cant move on. actually, i cant even sort out my own feeling. am i angry? no. am i confused? yes. and i frustrated? yes. actually, i dont really know what i'm getting at, and i'm getting annoyed with myself. if there is an internal struggle, one little poke from the outside and tadah, the tower has fallen.
actually, when it comes down, i just need more time. maybe a 30 hour day? or a 8 day week? i'm talking rubbish. ): i know
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