the end is the beginning, and the beginning is the end

i think i know how to start my blog post it shall start "dear diary, today, has been, wonderful. i laughed through RME in the morning, then was frowning through e math, cos i couldnt get radian. recess was fine but a math was more frowning time. following that, physics was ok, but chinese was the bomb. i did clay crafting which was fun, though mavis and i were laughing at our hilarious work. then... we went to play the traditional games. i didnt know lao shi could play games, like the spinning top and some hourglass shaped thing. we were like WHOA and she was like "ni men hen shi bai" hahahaha. really fun(: also, we played paper ball and the first one we hit it till there was a hole. then guess what!!!!!! guess what guess what!!! we took another one. HAHAHAHA! the end. bye bye diary. " this would be.... so boring though true.

okay. hmm. so yesterday i sas reflecting and pondering on how i was before. like before before before. like a long time ago, to this year in the beginning when i totally went SIAO during the first few weeks. i'll never forget. really really never forget. i was siao, berserk, mad. though sometimes i still fall into that hole, i guess i'll never be that bad again? but i'll never be the same.

tmr i gotta wear this thing to school. i shall post pictures, yupp. haha. k shall disappear now. haha. bye