time and the sea

and so the waves of time swoosh and break against the shore(: yupp. school has started already. and i am NOT supposed to be here. haha. supposed to be doing research and some what will you bring to mount everest project thing and what not. haha. HAHA i'll do that later. actually, i think its sad that half the class isnt here. feels strangely empty. anyway, this term started on the right note i guess. the best way to escape disappointment is to not have expectations. you may not agree with me, but i find that if i dont have any preconceived idea of how things would happen, what would happen and how i/anyone else would react, i'm happier with what actually happens because i didnt expect anything different. this way, its like having the idea of whatever happens happens, whatever comes comes. maybe this is the best way.

i remember asking a friend once if she would feel disappointed if she found out that the people around her were making use of her and only talked to her when they needed help ect ect. she surprised me by saying that she didnt mind, and it really didnt matter much. how can anyone think like taht? lol. it amazes me. however, i can learn from this. NO, it is not alright to let ppl make use of you lol. tsk. haha. what i'm saying is that. maybe what you didnt know really doesn't/cant hurt you.