Friday, May 14, 2010

a suddens sense of sad longing.

some random things i realised today

1) i guess the exams are over, though i'm not overly elated.
2) i guess i finally figured out that i'm actually a complete loner. you know, thanks for trying to include me and all, but i dont fit in and you know it. and we aint close at all. like we were supposedly. though it was nothing more than a 'fling'?
3) i guess i did really badly for whatever we checked today- which wern't many, but bad enough it is. and its going to be worse.
4) i'm sad. i'm tired. i'm sorry if you're reading this. i'm sorry if you claim you 'love' me. you dont. face it, you dont. dont lie to me, and yourself.
5) i guess i should stop this now cos i'm gonna drive myself crazy. and well, you, whoever you are. though i doubt anyone would actually read this lol.

BYE BYE WORLD
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