Understanding

Some days I think that no one really gets it and I think that I'm probably right. I'm living in a state of self loathing and I'm just literally too lazy to do anything about it. I dont think i'm jaded but I guess even the friends we think are closest to us know nothing about the battles we fight. Self proclaimed best friends who can never have heart to heart talks... I think it's funny how I no longer have heart to heart talks because people judge and it hurts and I dont want to do this anymore.