Arse luck is what i've been having lately.. is it that i'm too tired? or is it that it is just in my nature.. i do not know. its just that thinking abt the past week, i realised that everyday until now i have lost something. last monday i left my whole stack of books in the band room, tuesday i left my thumbdrive in the library.. ermm wed.. is an exception, thursday i must have lost my pathetic ezcard.. fri i dropped my bookmark into a remote hole in the car, and sat n sun are also exceptions, and finally today i lost by belt.... geesh.... my mum calls it arse luck...seriously.... what else can it be called?
hai.. today was preaty alright except that i just realised yesterday that i lost the card and was looking all round for it... and this mornin when i wanted to borrow my bros card he told my mum.. and then came the storm./... she was telling me, oh sorry more like screaming at me that i was to come home straight frm school and go make a new card and right after school call her to get smrt's number and call the peeps there... and worse of all i could not go for band.... i feel so bad. but like hello, do u think i had a choice?? nono.. i didnt... and in the morning i didnt argue wth her.,. i just said yes yes okok .. cos what exactly is the use of argueing if you know you cant win?? and i was very tired, cos i slept very late last night. trying to find my card see? so yeah... but i tried... after school at like 2.30 i called her and begged her to let me go for cca la.. cos you know its very bad to go to school looking 100% ok then not going... so then she was like no.. you come home now and pack yr table and find that card.. but before that you are going to make a new card 1st... so like lol right??!!!!! so irritating... then she told my father to call me and try reason wth me to go home to make the card...actually i dont know why i was so hard about going for band la... its just wierd... then blarblarblar......... i just felt really bad.. so i went up n told the sl that i had to go home to make the ez link card cos i stupidly lost mine...... so embarassing duhhhh
and tmr i've got a science and geog test... so its like... you know... actually i dont know... sci is memorise the ion thing and geog is water supply?? yes.. thats it.... i've momorised the ions thingy, but i tell you i will forget.. and i dont even know if i have to stay back tmr for extra sectionals la.... so!!!!! see?!!!! i am messed up.... so totally messed up....
tmr tmr... ahhh what will come will come i guess.... pray for the best.... and the tests!!!! ahhh... theres only one way to do well.... burn the midnight oil......
oh yes and today right, the perc section was playing songs durin recess to get sec ones to join and well, raise funds.... so i was sitting wth my friends eating recess as per normal, and the next to us a girl shouted shut up... okok i admit the music was too loud... but SHUT UP isnt exactly the right word to use.... so well..... it was too noisy... mavis commentted that the ppl playing were probably very angry, cos they were hitting the drums far too loudly... and we WERE sitting at the other end of the canteen....
hai... anyway, i guess the only fun periods today were pe- only the softball part, ermm assembly and science i guess.... anyway...... tmr will be better .....you know like the chinese saying "ming tian hui geng hao" haha.. i sond so optimistic.... but then if i'm not optimistic, how will i survive?...
'It's like we're going on a train that's going 200 miles an hour. It'd be so nice to get off. To stand on the platform for just a minute.'
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