Questions

there is a quote in a book i once read :sometimes, when you dont ask questions, its not because you're afraid that someone will lie to you in your face, its because you're afraid they'll tell you the truth.

i think it is very true... most times you want to know the truth, but when the truth comes out, it hits you squarely in the face.. then you'll regret asking the question in the 1st place.... but if you do not ask, how would you know? the truth is painful... it can hurt you, but it is better then hiding in the folds of a curtain, not knowing what is infront of you, pretending that everything is ok.. it is not ok... you need to know the truth..

yeah.. ever felt not wanted? ever felt extra? ever felt out of place? that somehow everyone appears to be angry with you? i guess everyone has their low moments... anyway, i'm feelin much better now... this week was actually alright now i think about it... it was much better than the same time last year... yupp..

anyway, i'm going to complete what i set out to do yesterday and be happy!!!! i'm going to be happy!!! i'm going to be myself! happy and at peace!!!