Random thoughts fill an empty mind. my thoughts overwhelm me like a sea of nonsense... i dont know what i'm saying or doing hahahaha......... very funny:) right i am so funny... MORE LIKE LAME LAHH.. and like so tired... i havnt done the things i planned to accomplish today. i've yet to mrmorise the brain ripper, or thought of a science hypothesis, or done my hw.. i will start after this.. i promise
Promises, empty promises, lies, vengeful lies. these fill the world around me.. the world is never a perfect place.. not perfect at all. far from perfect... today sucked i guess... i dont know... i've got no idea..... i think maybe i'm too over suspicious of everyone and everything... but it seems so obvious... i dont know what to do..... lies. lies.... full of lies!!!!! i dont know....
i complain so much... but thats cos my mind is in a mess.. what goes on about me is so.... GAHH.. why cant i be more like........ be more like her?
everyone around me is pissed.. pissed at things, at ppl.. pissed at me? i dont know.. as i said i'm over suspicious. but who knows... i dont know..
i'm crap.... can i cope? can my brain burst? i doubt brains actually burst but well, i hope to see a brain burst right now.. i'm feeling vengeful. feeling stupid
as i said, random thoughts fill an empty mind... why add troubles to an already troubled mind?
'It's like we're going on a train that's going 200 miles an hour. It'd be so nice to get off. To stand on the platform for just a minute.'
Subscribe to:
Post Comments (Atom)
Life Lessons
When you cook an amazing dinner and they tell you to eat it yourself first cos no one gives a shit about you or the effort you put in. Then ...
-
Got to stop with the insecurities. Most days I just want to disintegrate into a ball and cry. It's overwhelming. just lousy
-
When you cook an amazing dinner and they tell you to eat it yourself first cos no one gives a shit about you or the effort you put in. Then ...
-
Just so uncomfortable with the dynamics. Both the things said and left unsaid just confuses me so much. How do I integrate into this communi...
No comments:
Post a Comment