Saturday, February 2, 2008

i think it is a matter of love: the more you love a memory, the stronger and stranger it is

hello!!! haha i'm trying really hard to be positive right now. haha and i think today, my top priority will be to sit down and do my homework, think of a science hypothesis and MEMORISE the brain ripping majulah and school song. but anyways, i dont want to embarass myself again, so i will try my upmost best to memorise it... yeah...

two more weeks to my the 16th!!! haha any yeah.. i've got so much to do till that time!! and next week is chinese new year... you see, i always find the wrong times to fall sick.. i woke up with a fever and terrible cough this morning, and next thursday is Chinese New Year. is that lucky or am i just the luickiest?....

yeah... today during band i told myself to be patient.. anyway, i dont think quiting is in my vocabulary, and neither is it in hers.. so i;ve decided that since we've got to be together for the next like 3 years? i'ld be civil and try to be friendly.. see, i'm such a friendly person.. but i think shes angry with me... not the same she but well, someone else..

and yeah, about memories, remember i was saying that i am no longer the me i was? yeah. i guess i love those memories so much that they're so strong and stuck in my head and consience. theres always something telling me that i've got to go back to the me i used to be. but i guess time moves on, ppl change, and so do i. well, time doesnt go backwards.. yupyup i've finished the book angles falls.. just started on a new one.. vanishing acts.. it's beginning is interesting....

ok thats all bye

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