And this is friday but well, it doesnt feel like friday.. in fact, it feels like a monday... not that i am refreashed from a weekend, but because it doesnt feel like the weekend is going to ba a break..... lol right? anyways, learnt alot this week, actually more than my small brain can take in.. even a sponge has its limits.. totally, ppl need breaks. and i've yet to create my own geog notes, but i guess i have convinced myself that i'll do it during the chinese new year break... and right now, i want tomorrow to skip and go straight to sunday.. saturday is GAHH i tell you. saturday feels like wednesday, which is mid week, the weakest, most tired day, where as sunday feels like friday, when i am going to have a break. relaxed a bit.. but SATURDAY IS!!!! anyways, i shant comment.. tomorrow i will be in tears once again... there is the unspeakable in the morning until abt 1 but it probably will be abt 1.30..... and then its home sweet home.. then theres dinner with my extended family which will be.. another gahh experience... so yeah.. thats my tomorrow!!! seems great huh? but i tell you the unspeakable will leave me broken. well, except for that, my saturday seems alright enough.....
life is like the weakly routine right now.. withe the days with the same rutines too. wake up, bathe, go to school, cca, or project, or tuition, home, homework, sleep. it is such a fun routine i tell you..
and yeah, i'm really sorry for just losing my temper like that all the time.. i need more self control.. be less emotional, and control, and live life like any other normal person.. anyway, i am really sorry. really sorry. sometimes i just cant take it anymore. it is so IRRITATING!!!! just feel irritated.... so the super irritated by everything going on in my head
anyway... i was just digging up my old stuff that day while findin some stuff for art, and i found this poem i got frm my pri 6 teacher.. it goes like this
dont quit when the tide is lowest,for its about to turn
dont quit over doubts and questions, for theres something you may learn
dont quit when the night is darkest, for its just awhile till dawn
dont quit when you've run the farthest, for the race is almost won
dont quit when the hill is steepest, for your goal is almost night
dont quit for you're not a failure until, u fail to try
i dont know. but i dont think what i gained from this poem was inspiration.. maybe the 1st time i read it. but this time its telling me something else.. what does it tell you?
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