haha... the end of the holiday is here. in less then 10 hrs i'll be putting on my school uniform once more. not like i've not worn my school u in a wheek. think about it, i've been in my school u most of the week. haha.. its been a fulfilling and very full week. Monday was science camp. that was a funny experience and all haha.. tuesday was rushing my holiday hw and all my tuition was pushed forward to tuesday. wed was project work and went causeway point wth sarah lim. supoused to buy reed but in the end it was out of stock so we ended up buying a pig looking hamburgur pillow thing for band camp. went home packed camp bag and tried to finish hw. thu morning i arrived in school super early at abt 6.50. sat in the canteen. and i Managed to finish to finish my math holiday hw!! haha so proud of myself.
Band camp was alright. I wont say i improved much, but what i can say is that i learned alot about the ppl around me in band. at least some of the ppl. some ppl are very pessimistic.. i feel that maybe if they look on the bright side instead of the dark side they'll be a whole lot happier. and maybe its because the seniors have too high hopes on us? or is it that our hopes are too low? i'm trying alright? but well if thats yr impression of me there's really nothing i can do. well, we are, after all sec 2s. we've only had one over year of practice compared to the 2, 3,4, over years that some of the seniors have had. Yeah.. well... some times of the camp was fun. played games and such. haha. well... i dont think such a large section can bond. really. haha. and sat morning's breakfast was painfully quiet.
I think its good to be quiet sometimes. listen to the things and ppl around you rather than voice yr opinions abt everything. i think i learn more than i expect this way. i've not always been like this. i guess now it is the situation that forces the different sides out.
tmr is back to school again. lets start afreash and i'll study harder! haha hopefully everything will be better that way(:
'It's like we're going on a train that's going 200 miles an hour. It'd be so nice to get off. To stand on the platform for just a minute.'
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