I could feel yr eyes

i feel that maybe life woulde be better off without this one person. hai. anyway. yeah.... i kinda flung my lit test. hai. and well term 2 just couldnt have a better start eh? and well, i think its times like this, and things like this that happen that make me feel that maybe i should just quit and be done wth it. but i've made it this far. quitting now would be too much of a waste eh? actually i'm in two minds about this. but well, ai think that i will just persist until something more serious tells me that i cant do it anymore. yeah. well, sometimes i think its not worth it, sometimes it is. but everything happens for a reason. Maybe today was to tell me how much more hard work i'll have to put in in everything that i do? Maybe. theres a reason for everything. Since its meant to be, what about its consequences? are they meant to be too? when does it start to have no reason? no meaning? what if i really cant anymore? ah ya. time will tell. i think i'm not thinking properly. but well, i dont want to disappoint anyone anymore. but what if have to? NO . it dont have to. i can do something about it. but what? do what i have to do. yeah. i get it. ok. i better go now. my thoughts are in a wirl.