actually i'm wondering why i feel so "out". i know "out" isnt really a feeling. but well... these few days have been.. busy, and i am.. sick. My nose feels like it is on fire..well, because its stuck and i've been trying to get it to be unstuck if that makes any sense to you... hai!!!!!!! Stupid projects and homework and things to do. the rest of the projects not mentioned here are already done! YAY!!!!!!Imagine if i go to school on monday and tell ms nanda: i'm sorry ms nanda, but i havnt done any of your home work. whats worse, i havnt done the investigative project's write up and report. neither hava i put everything into a file. yes yes i know its 20%of sa1. well, i dont exactly have a good reason. just that i had to do everything on my own as some ppl in the grp dont want to do it. and i had no time. and the rest of us do not have a day when we can all meet up to do it.. yeah.. and also because i'm the leader thats why i've got to do the thing.... oh no its because of days clash. the tuition and church and cca... yeah... they all have training... no.. theres no way we could have dont it on sunday... nono... not because of family day. no no. cos i've got tuition... sat? no mavis has something on... fri? no.. sorry i've got to go to church... family obligations... thu? i was sick .. still am... no no.. dirrhoea... nono... flu too.. yeah...so i'm so very sorry.. then how about ...ms teo: sorry i didnt do the test corrections.. oh because i took one look at the test results and had no mood. and time... no time la. how about ep.: sorry miss nee. we didnt do the filming because we dont have a free day when everyone is free.. yeah.. sorry. but then right, when we are free, theres either no where to film or no one to film for us.. oh the us are only the ppl in the film.. no NO ONE IS FREE ON THE SAME ONE DAY! hmm now... english... i'll get it done la.. due on wed...more than enough time.... oh yeah. eng sa2 project: sorry i didnt get the picture taken. because we REALLY do not have a day that we all are free. Yeah. and well... ( i think we'll fail anyway) yeah.. so well... just fail us la.. then i wont have to worry about the rest of the project. [[As you probably can see, its the same problem with all the projects..]]
POO HOO! thats not going to happen.. cos i'll try to do everything today before i go out to church. !!!!!! POSSIBLE????????? OMG! i'm so dead ok? and now i'm sneezing away.. ah ya!!!!!!! ANNOYING!!!! ok. i've got no time to waste thinking about the feelings and all that. probably if i shove my head into my work and research i'll actually be dead before 3. if only that were possible... i WISH!
'It's like we're going on a train that's going 200 miles an hour. It'd be so nice to get off. To stand on the platform for just a minute.'
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