hello! haha. there is so many things to do, so little time. there are so many hopes and dreams, fears and joys that surround my days. uncertain and curious, i'm stuck. i feel like i stepped into this hole willingly but now i cant seem to get out. ):
ok. since the last time i posted, i went for band camp... but i dont feel like talking about it so i shall write a story instead. or rather a paragraph of a story,... haha. ok here it goes.
-- dreams--
amy was ugly, but had everything that she ever wanted. at the age of 14, she was at the peak of her life. however there was one incident that she was let down and betrayed and she never seemed to be able to pick herself up. she seemed perfectly fine to her friends and people who saw her outside. even her family members did not seem to notice the difference in her. from a chatty, self confident girl, she now became paranoid, full of self doubt and always seeking confirmation that she was doing the right thing.
in the night when she closed her eyes she would see the incident when she was betrayed and how heartdroken she was and silent tears would slide down her face, none were aware of the stone in her heart. she wanted to let it go, but it refused to let go. it clung on to her and left her broken. she finally resorted to filling her days with activity so as to not think about unhappy events which did not seem to help as she was constantly reminded of it.
therefore a lonely girl was created and in her place, amy disappeared. this is how badly a single event can kill a person and create somehting else. and guess who suffers? its the old amy, fighting to be free, but never knowing when.
--the end--
ok that was lame. i shall try again some other time... ):
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