it feels like i'm running. and we're supposed to run together, as a group. but somehow i cant keep up and i'm lagging. i know i gotta go faster to catch up wth the rest. but i cant. and there's nothing i can do be keep going though i know i'll never be able to get back to status quo. i lose steam and finally give up and start to walk. this happened so often in sec 1 and 2. in the literal running sense. now, a yr later, i face the same problem, just in another context. this time equally embarrassing, more demoralising, but this time, there is nothing i can do but work harder. but there is ultimately a limit. right? unless i can keep going and going and going. i dont know how to do my physics. i stared at the question for 5 mins so i decided to take a break and i'm here.
theory exam is in 2 weeks. i'm not prepared. he wants extra lessons. how to?

there is another option. but then it is an option that i hope i will never venture, though it is clearly on my mind. i cant give up though i feel like. there is no turning back now. the only path leads foward.