today has been the most unlucky day of like the year. i got back my physics test. i failed like 1/ 6 and there is another test tmr and i'm lost. then there was a math test which was... i didnt know how to do the last 2 qns. ok. then i didnt bring the chinese thing that i was suposed to present. so i got into trouble.... then there was band. ok. lets not even talk about it. i broke my pencil while waiting. serena and i were like siao. trying to laugh it off. ok. but laughing doesnt work sometimes.
ok. hint hint, dont talk to me. cos i'll probably tell you off or something right now. ok. tmr will be just as bad. i dont know why i'm like that actually, its irritating. i cant see myself anywhere. last time, something would happen, then i would forsee the outcome, but now i realise that the higher the expectation, the higher the dissapointment. but see? sometimes its caused by yourself. no one can be blammed for things that you yourself control. i dont know why, but it seems as though its all in my hands and i cannot seem to make it work. so yeah.
i'm kinda pissed off though i dont know why. probably at myself so yeah. 2nd class citizen. wastes so much time. cant get anything right. ok. i hope running will let me let it off. i'm going to run tmr. i miss sec 2 life. come back to me! is it my fault? the physics one probably. >< DANG it
i got it. i'm a loser. you dont have to rub it in
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