i guess it all changes from here. what i did yesterday will be the one thing that changes the whole thing forever. for me. because i doubt they will be affected by it much. i dont even feel like talking to them cos acting like nothing happened is just plain stupid. but i dont think i'm wholly in the wrong. yes, i was wrong in just walking off, but i was really very annoyed. most of the time when i'm pissed no one even notices. cos i cant stand it when like people just wait around and waste time and tell the rest of us not to waste time... so like... what the hell? and anyway, she did say that i should just leave if i wanted to. so back at you. i guess it was like the 1st time i ever got so emotional and the very 1st time i actually walked off from anyone like that. and by the time they notice i was gone, it was already 50 minutes later and i was home sweet home. tells you just how significant i am. anyway i dont know anything they do or are doing until they do it, so i guess that shows already. i doubt i'll be dead if they see this because well, what i'm saying here, they know already. i didnt know about no clip and didnt know about no note, and i didnt know about no lunch till hey! wanna come? or hey, you better say you're commin. and i know they will say, we didnt force you to come, not happy dont go lah. but well, whatever. i'm tired of this. they dont know or care about the minority people who are not in their "clique" and hey guess what, the rest of us cant ignore it cos well, we just plain lose out when the whole thing is over cos well, we are part of the team. whether they like it or not.
anyway, thanks chien wen for lending me a shoulder to cry on yesterday, i think i made you late. but thanks anyway. i'll return the favour some day.
may the next post be a happier one. cheers to a brighter future.
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