Thursday, February 11, 2010

how can i believe its all gonna be ok?

whats going to happen now.

I. DONT. KNOW. WHAT. TO. SAY. its all so weird. i'm so tired. idk what to do. i dont want to argue with my parents abt the sydney thing anymore. i've no more time and energy. tmr is cny celebration. but the house isnt even in the mood. its terrible. its unfair. i dont know what to do anymore. yeah. its always me. i'm irresponsible yeah.

i'm not bothering to do any hw tonight.i'll regret it tmr. but right now its empty. the best birthday gift they can give me is to let me go. but is it worth is? will my efforts be appreciated? if its not? what can i do then?
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