I was sitting at my study desk the other day swirling around on my chair when suddenly i noticed something rather unique. You see the sun shines through my window and shines directly on my book cupboard directly above my study table. I have a knack of forgetting where i put my things, so a note on my table will well go missing within the day. Thus my mum leaves little notes stuck to my cupboard. Some are threatening (e.g. PACK YOUR TABLE BY TODAY) those i throw away, and some are inspirational, encouraging (e.g. have faith..... strength of belief etc etc) those i leave there for some time. Recently I've got 3 of these post its stuck there, one of which comes from a friend, who wrote 'i love you' many times all over, and the other 2 are ... well, from my mum. So these i left there for months without giving them a second glance.
So the other day, i noticed that all the post its had faded under the glare of the sun. The lone one from my friend, the words had faded off almost completely. The other two, the colour had faded, but the words remained strong and true.
It suddenly dawned upon me that-- even the sun knows which is true and which is false. Which was written with a true heart and which wasn't. Everything will be clear in time. The things that happen on a wimp, and those that have gone through deep thought and pondering. Many things cannot be explained, but everything will be clear in due course. Some people may be true today, and false the next. Only time will tell. Let nature take its course.
~ Sydney in a week. i dont know how i feel exactly. i'm excited, i'm confused, i'm tired, i'm scared, i'm just... uncertain like i've never been before. its like an internal turmoil. God, help me please.
~ ciao for now (:
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