snapping out of it (:

Okay, i have to snap out of this trance like mood. Its unhealthy and very probably gonna make me sick. Ah well.

Christmas carols are playing on the stereo outside and i'm free to do as i like for the rest of the day, and on the way home just now, i vowed not to brood or overthink anything. That was the original plan. But then again, i was kicked out of my trance while on the train. This guy who looked super familiar came up to me and was like hey! so i went hey! back. In my mind, i was like "what's his name??? " Of course, i knew he was from church and his parents knew my parents or some such thing, but a name wouldn't surface. Anyway, we talked about the kuching trip and other random school things until we alighted. After awhile he asked me about my brother- "aaron....." and i was like gosh he knows my brother's name and i forgot his name... When i started walking away, i remembered his name. Ah well, the irony. haha!

Wang lao shi was trying to be weird lol. She told me weird stories to make me laugh before showing me the new books she bought for me-.- BURN THEM :D there's a thought. Then she began to eat lunch while giving me ting xie... which was alright, but then while reading some passage thingy halfway, she began hiccuping and that was effectively the end of our lesson...

The last 2/3 days were like a really bad dream which will probably have really negative consequences. Gahh. I'll have to deal with whatever gets thrown in my way, and remember that i was the root cause. Stocktaking- i pissed my parents and quite a substantial number of friends, closer friends off in the last few days.