Sunday, October 30, 2011

I know

Okay, fine. I know- I'm boring. I'm not who the kind of person you make friends with. Not the kind of person you joke with. Not the kind of person you like. FINE. FINE. Okay, yeah, sure. You're nice, you're popular, you're cool. But if you can't be bothered with me, its fine with me.

There's a wall around me- blocking everything out. I do what i've got to do, and leave the rest. There are times when the wall seems to be breaking, and i just want to give in. But i've held on for so long. Its like being deteched from everything that's going on. Socially, mentally, academically. When the wall finally beaks, it'll be a sight to remember. I really wonder when. Maybe really soon. I've convinced myself that it doesnt hurt anymore. When will the delusion fade?

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