Saturday, November 30, 2013

because it matters

Don't really know what happened there. Not talking makes me feel like there's something wrong. Talking feels formal and obligatory. It hurts. It hurts because it matters. Maybe it shouldn't matter so much. But for someone who's important to you... it should hurt. It means that I put effort into it, that I tried, that for me, it was real. Well they say never regret something that made you happy and it did, so yeah! And its not just this one person but all of them and i think it's all of them. I'm losing it. But maybe it is time to move on. 

4 papers done, one more to go. It's gona take a huge i dont know what... like ahaha... 
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