ever felt punched?

and it doesnt have to be like this. it never had to be like that . but well it is, and what can we do?

okay. so i'm here again. when i blog, sometimes it isnt really comfortable because well, i dont know who exactly is reading it. so i shall begin once more.
the first week of the holiday has flown away. gone, in the flash of an eye. during the school term, time seemed to drag. and now i can feel it slipping through my fingers. nothing has gone really well this year actually. i discovered things that i'ld rather... not know. no, it is not that i want to be ignorant. but people i've known for years dont seem to be who i expect them to be. haha. dont jump to conclusions. i may not be talking about you lol. anyway no one likes being made used of and yeah. you do just that. maybe you make use of ppl without even knowing it. i felt like you punched me.

anyway, as i said. nothing is going according to plan, sec 3 was nothing like i expected. and after 6 months, i cant fully say i'm actually used to it. haha. its a totally new experience. its been awesome. not. ok. haha. life isnt fair, but well(: i'll make the best use of my abilities and let what comes come(: yeah