and so, 2010 has begun. the 1st week was a drag but its picking up and getting faster. so many things to say, where to begin.
eveything has been a mess so far. haha whats new with me right. i dont know what i want. ): being uncertain is even more terrible than to know for sure that i'm not smart. anyway. i prayed for an answer but no one has replied. maybe these things take time. i want to go, yet i'm not sure. what if.... is always a big question i do not want to have any regrets, but how whould i know if i never try? perhapse i'll have to go with my gut feeling (which is silent at the moment).. so i shall search for the deeper meaning behind all this. ponder and pray more. which sucks... but then what can i do? Averil has to make up her mind! ): i hope i make the right choice.
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